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Thursday, May 18, 2006
everyting has changed.. everyone around mi .. i cant stand it anymore .. i am real sick .. disgusted .. y cant peace prevail .. must dere be confilict .. deception.. lies.. back-stabbing.. these traits so keenly felt .. i dunno .. i just cant perform i guess .. in tis mental state i am gg through .. i've tired all means and ways .. just tokin bout can send tears rolling down .. not tt i dun wan to let go .. i cant .. maybe in time .. i've reached a conclusion .. i shall let time heal .. i realli dun have the mood to bowl tml .. after tokin to jm .. trying to console her.. i felt everyting i said oso imples on mi .. maybe it is worse .. i dunno .. just tt i cant tok like tt to myself .. i hope i can prove myself wrong .. i just lack the self believe now .. everyting now i shall just accept .. i no longer wanna challenge fate .. im now at yr mercy .. im sick .. tired.. and fearfull ..